Pleasure & Pain

So ever since it happened the other night I've been trying to think of how to do the scene justice with words. I don't think there is anyways to explain the emotions to someone who isn't really a submissive at heart, it's overwhelming really... But that's not what you're hear for right? ;) On to the story Kitty!! Ok, ok...

I was sitting downstairs feeding my online gaming addiction when I heard Master call me from the top of the stairs, apparently he had been yelling for me for several minutes, oops! Assuring him that I hadn't ignored his calls intentionally I followed him into the bedroom, climbing into the bed and snuggling into his arms, when he wants to he can be the most wonderful man to snuggle, gentle kisses on my forehead a soft caress down my cheek and neck... We talked quietly while we laid there in the dark until he slid his fingers up into my hair , tightening his grip, not roughly but definately in control , and pushed my head down to his already hard cock. I giggled and purred and rubbed my lips over that swollen head, you know me, I'm not the kind of girl to resist an invitation like that! As I wrapped my lips around it and began bobbing my head up and down I wriggled in delight at the happy sounds my Master made and then he pushed harder, the head of his cock roughly bumping the back of my throat made me gag but I knew better than to pull back as he started lifting his hips to thrust his cock deeper. I did my best to relax pulling my mouth up and off for a gasp of air when he loosened his grip only to go back down immediately, stretching my lips around that thick shaft, whimpering in pleasure as he even took away my control of the pace grabbing my hair roughly and jerking my head up and down. My eyes fluttered open for a minute as his voice broken the silence ordering me to pull my panties down so he could hit me. I didn't argue, not that it would have done any good, I reached back yanking my panties down, never letting his cock leave my mouth, sucking on it hungrily, bobbing my head, trying to take as much as I possibly could , knowing how happy that made him. *SMACK* His hand came down hard on my ass, Master wasn't teasing tonight he wanted to hurt me, now it's never the first hit that hurts, the first one is pretty good honestly,it's when that one starts to tingle and get hot and then next one comes down that I start to jerk a little, shifting my ass, trying to get away from that punishing hand, what can I say I'm truly not a painslut but the mental anguish gets me so hot I keep coming back for more ;). AS I whimpered and moved under the loud smack of his hand on my ass he talked to me, asking me if I liked being his slut, if I loved his cock and wanted his cum...and then he said "Cry for me kitten, I want to hear you cry while you suck my cock" My whimpers and yelps got louder and he whispered, "I'm going to have to hurt you now..." and the smacks got harder until the tears started come and then I began sobbing softly never leaving his cock, always sucking and licking, stuffing my mouth full, muffling the crying, and as he continued to slowly beat my ass he began stroking my hair gently, brushing it back from my face, soothing me with a firm but soft spoken voice, telling me how much he liked to hear me cry while he fucked my mouth, softly telling me over and over to cry for him until he gripped my hair tightly and forced my mouth all the way down, bucking his hips upwards as he filled my mouth with cum holding me there loosely until I had swallowed every drop. By then I wasn't crying anymore and I snuggled into his arms as he cuddled me close, gently kissing me forehead as I fell asleep.

Yum yum yum!! It was definately something new and different for me...I always love it so much when he goes into that "dark" Master place...

*smooches*
Kitten